My Stormy Mind

Current Location: in my room
I'm feeling~: refreshed~
Song currently playing (prolly just in my head~ ^_^): o-kaachan's voice

• There wasn't any script  'rehearsed' before-hand.
• I only knew rin-chan during the night of the 1st Love So Sweet on MS(I forgot the actual date, to lazy to check*bonks*)
• I think most of my fanpals share the same 'brain-wave' with me... Watching the boys 24-7 must've altered something in my mind. I'm not sure if i minded tho... 
  
  

here's the link to that page : http://arashirin.vox.com/library/post/fangirling-in-irc.html

thanx to rin-chan for making that entry public! 

I'm feeling~: sober
Song currently playing (prolly just in my head~ ^_^): Just the echo of my own thoughts

I guess the Mago megapost will have to wait for a while~ instead I wanna share my thoughts, just my tiny, lil thoughts which is written in longer essays~ This was originally posted in the purple house, but I think I'll x-post it here too, so that i can turn back and read it again one, when i need it one day... This is of course a reminder to me too~

( To hate back or not to? )

I'm feeling~: berguling~rolly
Song currently playing (prolly just in my head~ ^_^): the 'beeping' from irc

well, I'm done dloading all the magos... i think i want to watch 'em later...

Then i'll do MEGAPOST!!!

this is the calm before the STORM!!!

--weird, but that's all for now, I guess-- ^_^

I'm feeling~: beri ungriii~
Song currently playing (prolly just in my head~ ^_^): the rumbling of my tummy

Well, i just thought I should do a posting for today, tho I have no idea on what to ramble actually~

( Don't be fooled >XD )

I'm feeling~: yawn~
Song currently playing (prolly just in my head~ ^_^): My sister, who's sitting beside me~ bla bla bla

Just as I thought... like always, "Hangat-hangat Tahi Ayam"(Direct trans:Hot Hot Chicken Shit~ :P ) the first few days, u'll get megaposts from my journal, then i 'kept quiet' for more than a week!

I guess this is how I am, it's hard for me to keep up with the consistency. As someone under the influence of the firesign(I'm a Leo fyi), i will be motivated at one time, then completely go 'capoot'~ then if there's anything to relight 'my fire'~ there i go again...

I'm planning to make my next entries interesting enough to make up for the whole time i didn't put in any entry. shucks... i'm wishing that I could actually give minna more than just random ramblings(personal encounters with the boys? Fatter chance). but so far, this is only what I can provide ya all... yeap, i don't think I can even do 'dramas'~ blegh...

har har~ so okay... here's what 'u have been missing'(don't u feel like puking now? yeah, vain me, so full of myself already~)

( More ramblings, prepare for eye-socket stranglings (#_@) )

I'm feeling~: hee~ hee~
Song currently playing (prolly just in my head~ ^_^): Azan Maghrib - Call for Maghrib Prayer

Well, here I am again!!! thanx minna for stopping by and commenting.

So okay, found out thru #arashi that Jun said in his radioshow that they won't release the ONE con DVD(thanx Junko~). I have done enuff venting out in there, and I've lost all my brain-power to think of anything more. It's just sad that the boys can't have their concert DVD released even if they wanted to. Now, I really don't know any better about how the DVD releasing system works~ but that just sucks. If you want to see more rantings on it, you can visit my dear mimit xanderave . mostly our opinion's the same, only she's got better vocabulary in 'makian' than mine.

Ano, then I chatted for the first time with Celeste(bella_italia). I was so happy indeed! invited her to join the irc, i did, haha~ but I guess the 'room' is always overwhelming for first-timers. >_< Hopefully u'll visit again soon, dearie!!!

I've just dloaded an episode of mago, a countdown CM(arashi 15s) and one ShoBeat recordings(where Satoshi became the guest~). ano, mimit, how come Satoshi became 'kuniang'(trans:graceful?)? Influenced by JUNjun eh? *me gets bonked in the head by mimit.

Dad decides to change my phone again. I requested something special, I wonder if Dad would really fulfill it~ Mah, I don't really mind having a really cheapo keitai, just as long as i can make and receive calls, send and receive sms...I'll be in shiawase mode. I'm not such a high-tech person when it comes to having gadgets. bah! I'm still using the manual camera, dangit!!

All in all, this has been an interesting day, for an ordinary one, that is...

I'm feeling~: dizz dazz~
Song currently playing (prolly just in my head~ ^_^): Arashi - A.Ra.Shi perf in Shounen Kurabu

i woke up early today, but i remembered waking up very angrily. Why?

it was the cat. she wasn't our cat actually, but we sorta adopted her.mom asked me to serve her breakfast(in a very sweet voice~). i thought I can steal a few more minutes. then that 'sweet voice' begun to rise in decibels... until it just sorta sounded like a crack of thunder(did i tell u that i never can predict the weather in the morning?)

why do i have to do it? Lina was in the same room! yesh, i love our 'adopted' cat... but in the morning, my brain must've stopped functioning. seriously, if Satoshi were to wake me up, he shall be the victim of my wrath too... poro satoshi~ anyway... i gave that cat her breakfast(i just sorta plonked half of the leftover fried fish on her plastic container).

then I saw the sink.Gah!I thought i've done washing last night's batch of dishes.Lina must've finished her chores later than I did(her chore is to bring all the dirty dishes to the sink, if u can call that a chore...haha~).I guess my brain must've started functioning by then. so i washed the dishes, just to cool down my steam.then off to take my bath.

So far, I think this is one of the better days.I was just 'visiting' around in this LJ kingdom... and I found out that niza-chan

epun (she wants me to call her Kazuniza~ hihi) was promoting me in one of her recent entries. That is just too sweet!!! I guess my 'humble' intro while commenting one of her entries actually worked wonders~ I looked desperate, didn't i? *wink wink. thanx to minna who have been adding me. i won't dissapoint u all... will continue 'merepek' just as long as there's audiences.

(ah, my twin is spazzing over Satoshi now~ why am i not surprised? and she's been peeking over behind me to see what i've been typing, "weh kakak, wait till I finished typing my entry lah~")

last nite we watched an episode of TSD ( all those yapping in irc about Ma-chan's bakawaiiness is very fruitful yah, mimit

xanderave) ? i can't remember when i dloaded it tho. about koguma(baby bears). Happi-kun(my bro) was laughing like there's no tomorrow. and he kept wanting us to repeat certain scenes~ especially the one where the naughtiest one fell down from the branch which he was crawling on. Then we had a marathon of miscellaneous arashi clips.

Gomen to everyone at JeM.It's been hell trying to access it, and even if i could get in, i would most prolly couldn't post anything. the pc would sleep at the most unbelievable times(why do i feel like I'm repeating this over and over again?) especially when i try to log in into forums(which explains why I didn't post at the blue house too). so maybe until i'm back in my campus... i would have to be on hiatus for a while. i tried logging into ym last nite too... but i can't. I guess I'm just jinxed, since everyone else in the family seems to be 'immune' of the weirdness this pc caused(except my mom, since she'll never go near to this pc, we'll never know for sure).

Since i couldn't discuss in the blue house or the purple house~ my last resort is the irc. had the best discussions with mimit and wenna yesterday. One of them is if we resembled one of Arashi's members, who would we be? we agreed that mimit is a much better Kachang(since she's even more ebil to JUNjun) and wenna is JUNjun. Good thing I agreed, coz if it were just mimit saying so...we could never be sure if she meant that as a compliment or something else...(jgn marah sayangku mimit~). i told them both that Lina thinks i resembled Sho. Since both mimit and wenna is more interested in the 'heso-blink', they need to do more research before they can confirm.

ok... tell me if i'm making minna bored to death, so i can continue to do this, until u would even be willing to dig yr own grave...haha~ Just kidding!

Mono Yori Taisetsu Na Kotoba~ (i'm all words, u see...)

I'm feeling~: har har~
Song currently playing (prolly just in my head~ ^_^): Arashi - Paretto(goes well with the entry's theme, does it?)

Yo, minna~

I've got something to share with ya~ not exactly big, but I'm still so freakingly excited when I found out!

~WARNING~

this contains lots of Satoshi's love... if u're not even the tiniest bit interested in either him or me, u better just skip it...

when I was in KLCC a few month ago,during Ramadhan~ went to Kinokuniya with Lina to check if we could find anything with "Japanese feel" to it.

so since the place is nearly closing for the day, we sort of skimmed thru the stationary section. Nothing caught my attention until~ i found something *gollumgollum precious. it's not exactly screaming "Japanese feel" to it(tho when I checked later, the thing did came from Japan, duh!). but it does remind me of something *wink wink.

take a look!

http://img504.imageshack.us/my.php?image=myparettosticker28af.jpg

what do u think? i've been collecting stickers(and giving them to random pple) since i was small, but i stopped a few years ago. but seeing the thing just brought out the kid in me once again. If you could've seen me jump!  actually i had to begged Lina to pay for it(see how pathetically poor I am?)

ano~ then during the few last weeks... while i was watching the mago2 (1hr30min SP)...i saw something very peculiar. Satoshi was holding it. "Holding what", u wonder?

This~!

http://img322.imageshack.us/my.php?image=ssketchbook7so.jpg

I can't believe it! there's actually a real life version of the sketch book in my sticker. and i have the sticker version... waa~(in shiawase mode)

in case u're not completely sure about the resemblance, i even go out of my way using the photoshop to present to u pple in all its glory~

Tada~

http://img371.imageshack.us/my.php?image=myparettosketchbooks2cp.jpg

hmmm... i may be a bit delusional tho. but just like dear mimit just said...anything that we can relate to Arashi, even the tiniest bit... that is one of the subjects taught in Arashiology~

I rest my case...

I'm feeling~: yosh!!
Song currently playing (prolly just in my head~ ^_^): Arashi - Days (I'm in the mood for romantic slow songs)

well, I accidently 'lost' the msg I was typing a few minutes ago. yup, still lurking around~ at this pace, I AM SLOW~

Okay... today I guess i woke up quite early. mom and dad seemed to be very 'nice'? well, sometimes it's hard to predict, like the weather. One morning u wake up and u see the clear sky and bird's chirping, and on other days... thunderstorms~ erm, i might or might mean it literally.

made promise with Lina(my dear twin, in case u didn't know) during breakfast, that I will let her use the pc after noon, if she let me 'waste' my time in front of it now.ate mom's nasi goreng(with cili padi~yummy!!) with niku in soy sauce which i believe is already 3 day's old(reheated several times by yours truly).

I must have the most boring LJ in this whole wide world!! those who are willing to read these entries are indeed the most loyal friends~

Yikes, I have to start commenting on my friends' LJ, so that they know I exist!

Minna~ here I come!!

P/S: I'll be posting again today~ Guess I'm desperate to catch up with Ryoko-chan and Buzzy-chan!

I'm feeling~: my forehead is kinda itchy
Song currently playing (prolly just in my head~ ^_^): Arashi - Dear My Friend

*cocks head and sticks out peace sign like Kachang(Nino) always does~

YEAAAY~

well, minna~ this is yet another bizarre thing that Arashi fandom has trapped me into doing. First it was Photoshop(creating avies and siggies~dang...I'm a computer science student!), then it was bowling(the first time i went, I chose to just sit and read Readers Digest), and so many other things that I couldn't remember now...it's 2.22 a.m~

well, only God knows how well i'm going to keep this blog up and going. Since one of the factors that I entered this realm was bcoz of Arashi, so I guessed most of my entries would revolve around them~ maybe some other things too.

Gah! I wished I could've learned a thing or two from Kachang in the matter of blogging. As if my entries are anything worth to be translated into different languages XD haha~

Ja~ i need to reread bella's(my dear friend) msg and try my best to type the reply... ah, so many pm reply's debts... gomen, to all affected~